I have this very prominent, protruding vein popping out from beneath my skin right between my eyebrows. It only ever makes an appearance when I get very upset — to the point of tears. I can see it right now in my reflection on the computer screen.
One of my parents is “very worried” that I am going to be stuck “doing nothing” the rest of my life. The solution is to go back to school. My response to that is: there is nothing I want to go back to school for. Then this parent says that if I am not going to go back to school, then I should be getting certificates/more training.
“In what?” I ask.
I was told that I should be reading up and researching what certificates I should earn.
I’m not being proactive enough, I am told.
If this person could have his or her way, I’d be getting a job as a technical writer or going back to school to get an MBA.
I have for the majority of my life since graduation, felt like my Bachelor of Arts has meant nothing. Today is one of those days when I really feel like it’s a useless piece of paper, and that I am almost just as worthless.
Can we ever get a break in our Terrible 20s? (Not if you have AMS – Asian Mom Syndrome).
[Sorry to get all Quarter-life Crisis up in here, I am sure I will wake up tomorrow feeling like the world is my oyster — or whatever analogy you prefer.]