Broken heart. Thinking of him. Miss him.
These are difficult hashtags to see on my feed.
Sometimes, we can never truly understand one another.
But, we can always be there for each other.
My family has taught me this over the course of the past year.
The holidays are supposed to be a happy, merry time.
They still can be.
We will just have to hold each other closer.
And remember the good memories.
Even when you are at your lowest, know that you are always loved.
And that there is always someone you can turn to.
These feelings and emotions are real. This pain is real. These tears are real.
His pain was real.
I’m trying my best to forgive and I know I truly will one day.